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>Motives….

Posted: September 11, 2009 in Humility, Pride

>I’m back people!!!! Well, I’m back today. You might have noticed my last entry was Aug. 2ND. Let me explain……I had a stark realization about myself…..and it wasn’t a fun one to publicize but for the sake vulnerability and transparency here goes:

I realized that somewhere along the way in my desire to influence people through writing I began to love the feedback even more than the writing itself. I would constantly check to see if someone had “thought it was good” or “insightful”. I’d check to see how many people had visited my blog or became followers. Then one night I could smell it. It was the pungent…..oderous smell of pride. That’s the smell of wanting people to approve of me and my effort to seek out “kudos” from people. What started out as a great tool to influence people for good, turned into something that was influencing me for the bad.

Proverbs 16:2
All the ways of a man are clean in his own sight,
But the LORD weighs the motives.
NASU

The Lord weighed my motives and reminded me that HE is my supreme value.

So I’m back for now and asking Jesus to help me to continue to walk in humility so that I bring Him glory rather than be a hinderance to myself or others.

Missed you,

Nathan

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